My Music Influences: The Beatles, KT Tunstall, Steve Salazar, Corrine Bailey Rae, William Fitzsimmons, Imogen Heap, Paramore, Owl City.
I plan to write my own album, tour the world playing in sweet little venues. I do not want to be a mainstream rock star at all, I can’t handle being famous. But I wanna be a special voice that is mysterious and a great thing to discover for yourself and play for the specail group of people who care to listen to what I have to say.
I had an emotional breakdown in the morning (lovely, right?). It was about my Grandfather (adoptive). His anniversary of death was 10 days ago and a flood of memories just came back. It was also by the fact that I don’t really have a family like all my other friends, No real grandparents, Not many Aunts and Uncles we keep contact with. Most of the people we call family is not actually related to us. My adoptive grandfather was all I had to a normal family, 3 of my grandparents died before I was born all of cancer, and the on grandparent I did get to see was really depressed and was unable to really love anyone.
I felt disgusted when I forgot my Grandfather’s anniversary because I was to worried what a bunch of stupid skanks thought of me. I forgot someone I loved for people I despise. (I decided to schedule a meet up day with the one person who was the source of this problem. Like the person it originally involved. Its funny, this whole thing would only be between the 4 of us if people just decided to stop being nosy fucks and get themselves involved because they got nothing else better to do. So yeah, thanks you guys, it could have been a little mess we could have easily cleaned up until you random people made it into a situation bigger than the oil spill.) So after that realization I started to breakdown.
My mom came home early because I called her, she bought some Chinese food for us and talked for a while which was nice. Then Marcelina and Keith came over to my house for a little. After Keith left, Marcy’s Aunt Linda needed to get a new bed so she just took us on a random trip to New Jersey to go to Ikea. I swear to go thats my new favorite store. I have so many different ideas for my room, and everything is so inexpensive there too. We didn’t get home until midnight then I stayed up to finish my book.